Lyrics - Was I Even Ever There?

Verse:
Looking up to heavy skies
falling snow upon my eyes
and I hate to blink in moments like these,
a hundred snowflake kisses for me
even when it hurts me to see

Now I know that none are mine?
Where they land is undefined.
Is there anything to do here at all
but wait and watch the longest free-fall

Chorus:
I can see you from way up here
As I touch you, you disappear
you will wonder was I even ever there.
I am always much closer than it may appear
Oh, oh.

Verse:
White blankets all around
Make an angel lying down
oh, it won't be long before what I made
has started to fade.

I'm a flake of snow like you
at some point I'm melting too
find the cheek of some delerious child
only for the briefest of smiles.

A Ghost Boasting

I'm hosting a
ghost
on this roller coaster
pad me in the stroller
bipolar
controller
making the most of
this pot roast
mostly boasting out loud
and alone on the
whipping post
eating stale toast.