About to Loose My Mind

What would it be like to
start over now?

When all that has happened
has come to this
and that...

filling
filling
filling
filling
filling

I can't take it anymore.

I am full.
not another drop.
I will burst.

But

I am thirsty.

So

I go looking.

It is so confusing, full and thirsty.

Hello my old Friend.

You are just in time to see me.

I am about to loose my mind
and it is no good at all doing that by myself.